Sweet Friends

Recently, I wake up before 6 a.m. almost every day.
However, I do not have any  morning class since my all of Norwegian language course was completely done. Even though I have insomnia a bit and go to bed at midnight, I get up so early.

I do not know why. I thought first that it was 五月病(gogatsubyo), a kind of depression which people have in Spring in Japan. You have it if you cannot adjust new enviroment because in Japan new semster and new business year start from April. But here am I in Norway and I have been here for 8 months. So.... what happened?

I am fine with my friends, and one of them, Supin, told me often that I always smiled. Therefore, she worried about when I had stress and depression. How kind she is actually.

Well...to be honest, I just do not want to accompany them when I hang out with my friends.
So, I shut them up within my room and I go out.

While I am away, they disappear naturally at my place in Japan.

However, now I live in student village.
Furniture is not my taste and kitchen is not my own one.

As a result, my negative feelings end up staying here. huh.
Please please please get out right now, seriously.
Otherwise, I am in bad mood even when I just wake up in morning.


Having said that, I think that I show my friends tiny pieces to ask for help.
For example, random call.

Today, I have not been out my room.
My right leg is not cured completely yet, so I could not go for a walk.
Then, I got bored to study.

When I thought about Japanese time, it was almost 10 p.m.
I called my old friend, Taku.

Maybe, we got to know each other at 11 years old in track and field competition, I think.
At that time, we did not talk anything, but we remembered face and name each other.
However, both of us often reached the finals, so it was easy to keep remembering as runner.

We went different elementary school, junior high school and high shool, but when we entered high school, we started to contact via his homepage and ended up meeting on person.

 

He received a letter and chocolate from me from Norway.

 

After I left my hometown for my university, we still kept in touch and hang out together when I came back there on holidays.
Even though I am oversea, sometimes we talk like today.

Somehow, he noticed that I felt lonely and sad.
First, we talked about nothing special, but he played our favorite songs as backmusic and sang them.

UVERworld 心とココロ

While listening to him, I remembered a time we went driving without exact destination playing our favorites. I yearned it.

How sweet of him.

I am sure that I have too nice friend.

YES, now I got it.
I have been a kind of friendsick. hahahaha
I have never expected it at all when I left Japan.


To My dear friends in Japan,

I will be there in 2 months.

See you soon :)