Am I insane?

 

How do/did you have your people?

 

I talked about this topic with a man from Peru.

 

 

Until the last summer,

 I did have only several friends who I could rely on and I wanted to help at college.

My friends' range was so narrow and deep,

but I was satisfied with it

 

However, after breaking up with my ex,

my world completely changed in good ways.

I mean that I wanted to break up with him to make a better life.

Well, it was a natural process for us to grow up as a person indivisually.

 

Then, I focused on what I wanted and I decided not to have a boyfriend anymore.

 

Once I see a person as my friend, I want to do for them whenever they need help.

It does not matter for me, they are male or female,

since I treat them equally and do not have romantic emotion to them.

I like to be liked by them and I really like them.

 

 

 

 

We did lighting fireworks this summer,

but heavy rain attacked us soon.

 

the day when I moved back from Osaka to Mie.

 

the last day when I met him in Japan.

 

 

at the graduation ceremony, we were drunk.

 

We are three sisters <3

 

drunk, Drunk, DRUNK !!!

 

My sister said to me he, her youger bro, would be my future husband. kkk

 

 

Yet, sometimes, men asked me to be his girlfriend after breaking with my ex.

At the every moments, I felt coldness inside me.

I really dislike to be asked: "Do you still love him? Let you forget him/fine."

Inside me, I am laughing.

I do not like to look as a love interest.

Suddenly, I come to hate the person who says it.

I know I am rude to the peron, but I do not say sorry,

because it is my honest feeling.

After all, we might not be friends from the start.

 

 

As long as my friends think of me as their friend,

I want to support them and, of course, I want to be with them.

 

Hence, my friends are awesome because they try to understand and give me the safest place such me.

I cannnot appreciate them with my words.

 

Am I insane?

 

Yes, I am allergic of love and insane.